I'm trying to add a picture. Is this working? Whoo hoo! It worked. This is Nick and me at Disneyland about two years ago. I think it's the Alice In Wonderland ride or something.
There are a lot of specifics I don’t remember. Where we were living, what stage of our marriage we were in, how many children we had—but really, none of that matters. What matters is this: we were married with more than one child. I had moved many times to support our lives together. I was less than thrilled with my body and had no illusions about my own mortality, aging and/or energy for frivolous things like intimacy. I hope that paints a picture for you before I share this moment in my life. I was picking Nick up from some airport somewhere. It was either PHX or PHL or EWR. I don’t remember and it wasn’t important. It had been somewhere between 4 days and 2 weeks since I’d seen him. Either way, it was a long enough time for me to be exhausted by parenting, housekeeping, working full-time and trying to maintain some kind of sanity. “How was your trip?” I said after pulling away from the curb. “It was good. Ha...
I was reading this chapter of the Bible tonight, working my way through the book. It starts out with this guy and his wife, Ananias and Sapphira. They have this farm or some kind of land that they are to sell and give the money to Peter. They do this but don't give him all of the money. It seems to be one of those Adam and Eve type situations except that this time, it's him that does the sinning and her that says "yeah, sure I agree with that". Well, somehow, Peter finds out about this and just goes off on the guy. He accuses him of lying not to Peter but to God. What a horrible thing to do! Don't lie to God! Everyone knows better than that. Well, when Ananias hears this, he falls down and dies! Then Peter lays into Sapphira, accusing her of the same thing and promising her the same fate. Then she falls down and dies! Wow! Don't cross God! Other people hear about this and are freaking out! They don't...
I’ve tried to participate in small groups 3 times. If you’re not familiar, it’s a church thing. The idea is that we “do life” together. You join a group with people in like-situations. You share, you laugh, you cry, you support—you bond and make connections. I can’t possibly do life “alone”. I have too many kids for that. But there’s a difference in being alone and being lonely. You can be lonely in a house full of people. And there are many parts of life where I am lonely, at least for periods of time. · I often parent alone, without ever being a single parent. I am the only parent of children living at home in my workplace. · I work alone, in my home office, in a job that is all about relationships. · I celebrate alone—we have no family nearby for holidays and birthday...
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